Tomorrow is The Big Day

I'm a little bit on edge.  Even though I'm having a c-section it's still scary, I still have to have a needle poked into my spine, a hot knife put on my stomach, a child taken out of my stomach, and the recovery that all comes with it.  I don't care if people think it's soo much easier than a natural delivery, it's still scary.  So right now I'm feeling it.  And Max will be away for 4 days, which always worries me, I'm use to be the one controlling the situation and helping him along, but now I'm not.  Yikes.  His new thing is climing onto the changing table and then sitting there cause he doesn't know how to get down.  My worst nightmare is him falling on his head again and then us taking him to the ER.

But Max has been so much more pleasant since his ear infection went away and he's been really helpful around the house.  I think he's going to miss my baby bump.  He likes laying on the couch next to me with his head on my stomach as I play with his hair.  The baby always kicks him in the head cause he can sense the pressure, but Max doesn't seem to notice.  Hopefully everything goes well tomorrow and God will bless us with the health and recovery that baby Brooks and I will need.